Reflective Sarah

Ended up in the ER last night. Again :( It was terrifying. I am so over this. I decided to name him Samuel. I've been reading this passage from the Bible again and again, her prayer. And I realized, that God was placing his sweet name in my heart already... Hannah Pours Out Her Heart to God 1  1-2  There once was a man who lived in Ramathaim. He was descended from the old Zuph family in the Ephraim hills. His name was Elkanah. (He was connected with the Zuphs from Ephraim through his father Jeroham, his grandfather Elihu, and his great-grandfather Tohu.) He had two wives. The first was Hannah; the second was Peninnah. Peninnah had children; Hannah did not. 3-7  Every year this man went from his hometown up to Shiloh to worship and offer a sacrifice to  God -of-the-Angel-Armies. Eli and his two sons, Hophni and Phinehas, served as the priests of  God  there. When Elkanah sacrificed, he passed helpings from the sacrificial meal around to his wife Pen...

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I am definitely bigger. And goodness I seem so much more peaceful... a friend of mine recently posted she feels like she is aging backwards. And honestly looking at these pictures I feel the same way! ❤️❤️

This is my fourth major bleed of this pregnancy and my nerves can't take it 😭😭 I bled first at 7 weeks, spotted again once, had my major bleed at 12 weeks (terrifying 😢), had another bleed a week later and now this. I've been sporting since Tuesday with cramping all week. Today Liam and I went for a walk at Caledonia. I knew it was a bit far but we took it slow and I sat a few times. But it was clearly too much.  I am hoping that is the reason and the this precious baby isn't in danger. My heart can not take much more of this 💔 I am so scared and nervous. 

I am 15 weeks pregnant. It is starting to feel real.  I'm no longer nauseous as much. Evenings are still difficult (I feel yucky and don't want to eat). I'm less tired and feel able to function during the day. My belly gets sore when I walk 🥰 I can feel him moving and kicking occasionally, but not alot.  Liam hugs him every morning!  Names Liam likes: Benjamin (Benny), Michael  Names I like: Levi, Brady, Brendan,