Reflective Sarah

Last night I has thr good fortune of going to a concert with some local friends. It was an OAR concert but they are currently touring with Dispatch and G Love. G Love! I was SOOOOO excited to see him live. Sadly we missed his set, the restaurant we went to was packed. But that's okay. The concert was still an amazing time!  OAR has honestly gotten better over the years. I'd seen them before and was never super thrilled. But last night, wow... it was so good! The energy of their show and the crowd was incredible. I want to see them again!  https://youtu.be/nhg58qRftYg

How to make a toddler happy: Find a circle painted on a playground.  Pretend you're choo choos.  Repeat.  https://youtube.com/shorts/rsIQHBOUpWA?feature=share

How lucky am I? I simply adore this life!  SUMMER videos  https://youtu.be/t-o35vyBqBY

7 years ago I was pregnant. After a straight year of  cycles, treatments, experimental medicines, one failed FET, one miscarriage, a D&C and chronic anemia... I was finally pregnant.  And then I lost her. Today started like any other day. Except when I did the laundry, my thrn 3 year old Liam yelled at me saying "you can't so the laundry! You have a baby in your belly!" To this day I still blame myself.  I hate the progression of time through today. August 14s are always the same. Beautiful. Kind of cool. With a breeze. And the night always comes. And I always lose her.  If I look at it in the way that she's always with me, I could see the fact that my 3rd sunflower bloomed this morning as a beautiful timely reminder she's always with me.