The average person pees anywhere between six to eight times a day. A pregnant woman on average pees between 10 and 12 times a day. So that means between now and my delivery I'll have about 2400 times that I used the loo. Oversharing? Sorry. But let's revisit what it is like to miscarry a baby. I've had different miscarriages. The first one was spotting. Unexpected spotting, on a day I felt a twinge and smugly thought to myself maybe it was the very day the heart started beating. I've had a quiet loss. No signs, no warnings. But also no heartbeat. A little baby, with motionless arms motionless legs and a tiny form, Frozen on the screen. Any uncomfortable clearing up their throat before the doctor says what I already know. I've had a gradual loss. Where the heart beat seemed off, and the sack was too small. Where "only time can tell". And what time told me, was another Baby gone too soon. And then there's the traumatic loss. The sudden gush of war...