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I don't want to ever forget this

The weight of his little body in my arms is so precious and such a gift. The feeling of his breath on my face when I carry him. The way he grabs at me, tests his hand on my chest while he sleeps. His eyes looking up at me while he takes a bottle....I know these days are going to be gone before I know it. Too fast. Oh so fast. 

I am cherishing them! When he is big and I miss these days I hope I remember that I cherished the moments with all my heart 💜

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